Everybodys fool

So...I don't have any new writing to post. I do have art. They are pretty good if I may say so myself. I am getting better. and here comes my wallpapers :)



and Dear god! I am REALLY wanting to go home. I need to create a secret blog so I can post my real feelings now :*( Because now everyone in my Family knows my urls...and they can just go peek and that makes it so its harder for me to tell some REALLY important truths I feel like blogging about!

Whispers of insanity.

Yeah..nice title eh? well it's something original I guess. Well...I made a few new pieces of art yesterday and today...mostly started them yesterday but didn't finish them because I wasn't on the computer very long. So here they go baby!











The wallpaper is definitely not my best but I am getting creative not to mention I am experimenting with my icons, I am actually starting to love them :).
Oh and I had my surgery and all..as you SHOULD know...butum everything went well and my leg hurts like hell haha THAT RHYMED! Anyways...new poem maybe?--
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Understanding...thats all I want.
Everything is morphing into another how do you expect me to
comprehend this information you are leaking through
Nothing makes any sense any more.
I used to think I knew who I was...
now I can't tell me through a passerby
It's as if I lost all sense of self.
No dignity restored(unbroken?).
I feel at home with my own dreams...but they make no rationality with reality
I wish everything would become clear so I could reason it all out.
As if reason has anything to do with it.
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It's not very good and it makes almost no sense but this is sort of how I feel lately..I have been having some wierd dreams and when I wake up they seem SO real and they confuse me to the highest point. I need to look up dream meanings.... well tata :)

Voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

No new poetry just yet. I do have a few things to put on here though. I made the icon on the left though. Nice eh? But I also made a new banner today!

OH! and a new icon NOW... more art later and hopefully some poetry. But I have a to-do list I made for EC and other places here it goes:



TO DO LIST FOR CONFUZZZLEMENT--
Try and tidy up everything
NEW LAYOUT
10-15 icons
18 Signatures--NEW CONTENT
3 New brush Sets
Add my poem I wrote--Add another short story
More pictures of me&friends?
Reorganize Picture page.
Tips--thing I started writing.

--SITE TIPS FOR TKR???--



--Talk about how You-Amy Lee is so much Like twilight! SOOO MUCH!---

Watch the last buffy ep. of season 4.


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The end. Ok so more later

crawling with uncertainty

Your face..it dwells on all the possibilites
Your heart crawls with uncertainty
Your body quivers with anxiety
What happens now?
I am not ready..surely not.
But then I feel you next to me
and I know I won't fail.
Then I know we'll succeed.


--Poem by Becky June 10,08

Other than that not much has been happening with Sarcastic Productions seeing as I finished my order from there and all. Off I go to make a header for this place. Like I said I will be posting writing and graphics and such so here are a few recent designs:






But I am getting my surgery on Friday of this week,pretty scared but all my DEAR friends are telling me it's all going to be ok. I lovers them to death SHOUTOUT!!--JESSICA B.,Calli M.,Jessica C.,Katherine C.,Mom,Dad.... love you all :))

So take what you said and put it in your bed

Ok, random title I know xD Please go visit my site http://sarcasticproductions.twistedrose.net if you will :) Ordering would be amazing of you also. I will be posting different things here...such as my advancement through the weeks with CSS, HTML&I-frame+divs+php coding. Not to mention my fanart and random graphics. Please take some time to visit me once in a while, seeing as I will post not too actively but enough to see my progression. Thankyou for your time and favoriting me would be nice xD I don't take affiliates seeing as it will just be a BLOGGY type of thing but I will take new friends xD Also applying for affiliates at my other site http://confuzzlement.myimperfections.org would be cool too. Wow, lately life has just been going on and on and I am just kind of sitting here watching it pass by... maybe some poetry about it would suffice? I wrote a whole bunch of songs the other day... but now they make no sense it's like reading someone elses words. Quite sad actually. In fact I wrote this one song about my sister (a poem actually) telling her how I will miss her but I will be alright. I was going to show her...but I never did. I should really get up the courage except I no longer have it seeing as I am back home now and I wrote it at my Aunts. Anyways I will write more later and not to mention start on some poetry to maybe start posting here as well?