Lying is your latest fashion

Hello there darlings :) I am back..well sort of. Anyways here are some nice new art! yay!








Thats all my latest work,its coming slowly but surely. Well, other than that I haven't wrote anything lately...sadly. Anyways, some new ideas are popping up and so there should be some new stories and poems and such soon. Later my lovelys.

Wash security over me

New poem

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Sweet insanity has washed over me
forever here never leave me.
Twisting my thoughts throughout my mind
unable to tell truth from fiction what is wrong with me?
Finally overcoming my insecurities and then the second guessing takes over
What does it take to believe in myself? I now have an understanding of who I am
and I hope the message is coming in clear. These thoughts are nothing more than voices of past rivals
Let the truth become clear,lord,Show me the truth.
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By:Becky.

Hell yes~! Like it? I just opened notepad and it just kind of flowed into my mind. Well I think its improving slowly but surely... and these are my true thoughts. I have gotten much more confident about my looks and my personality. So yeah...ohh.. and I am now officially a Camera Whore :) It happened at camp cuz My BBFFFFFF JayJay made a MONSTERR out of me. By the way my new nickname is Becky Monster AKA Monster or just Becky. HEHE :) Funn... goodtimes.
Well thats about all for now.Later peoples

Recent activities

I will be on vacation in a few days for at least a whole month. During that time I don't want to be too active with online stuff only like Facebook,maybe a little blogging, and email checking. So don't expect may posts...but I MIGHT post. It really depends upon my internet connection and well, if I feel like it :D I probably won't because I won't have any new art. But If i do happen to come up with some poems while I am away--I might post them! So well later and heres my recent art:



If I DO blog AT ALL it will be on confuzzlement most likely so until then--Fruitloop(cheerio)!
xxx--
Becksome.
http://confuzzlement.myimperfections.org

Everybodys fool

So...I don't have any new writing to post. I do have art. They are pretty good if I may say so myself. I am getting better. and here comes my wallpapers :)



and Dear god! I am REALLY wanting to go home. I need to create a secret blog so I can post my real feelings now :*( Because now everyone in my Family knows my urls...and they can just go peek and that makes it so its harder for me to tell some REALLY important truths I feel like blogging about!

Whispers of insanity.

Yeah..nice title eh? well it's something original I guess. Well...I made a few new pieces of art yesterday and today...mostly started them yesterday but didn't finish them because I wasn't on the computer very long. So here they go baby!











The wallpaper is definitely not my best but I am getting creative not to mention I am experimenting with my icons, I am actually starting to love them :).
Oh and I had my surgery and all..as you SHOULD know...butum everything went well and my leg hurts like hell haha THAT RHYMED! Anyways...new poem maybe?--
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Understanding...thats all I want.
Everything is morphing into another how do you expect me to
comprehend this information you are leaking through
Nothing makes any sense any more.
I used to think I knew who I was...
now I can't tell me through a passerby
It's as if I lost all sense of self.
No dignity restored(unbroken?).
I feel at home with my own dreams...but they make no rationality with reality
I wish everything would become clear so I could reason it all out.
As if reason has anything to do with it.
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It's not very good and it makes almost no sense but this is sort of how I feel lately..I have been having some wierd dreams and when I wake up they seem SO real and they confuse me to the highest point. I need to look up dream meanings.... well tata :)

Voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

No new poetry just yet. I do have a few things to put on here though. I made the icon on the left though. Nice eh? But I also made a new banner today!

OH! and a new icon NOW... more art later and hopefully some poetry. But I have a to-do list I made for EC and other places here it goes:



TO DO LIST FOR CONFUZZZLEMENT--
Try and tidy up everything
NEW LAYOUT
10-15 icons
18 Signatures--NEW CONTENT
3 New brush Sets
Add my poem I wrote--Add another short story
More pictures of me&friends?
Reorganize Picture page.
Tips--thing I started writing.

--SITE TIPS FOR TKR???--



--Talk about how You-Amy Lee is so much Like twilight! SOOO MUCH!---

Watch the last buffy ep. of season 4.


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The end. Ok so more later

crawling with uncertainty

Your face..it dwells on all the possibilites
Your heart crawls with uncertainty
Your body quivers with anxiety
What happens now?
I am not ready..surely not.
But then I feel you next to me
and I know I won't fail.
Then I know we'll succeed.


--Poem by Becky June 10,08

Other than that not much has been happening with Sarcastic Productions seeing as I finished my order from there and all. Off I go to make a header for this place. Like I said I will be posting writing and graphics and such so here are a few recent designs:






But I am getting my surgery on Friday of this week,pretty scared but all my DEAR friends are telling me it's all going to be ok. I lovers them to death SHOUTOUT!!--JESSICA B.,Calli M.,Jessica C.,Katherine C.,Mom,Dad.... love you all :))

So take what you said and put it in your bed

Ok, random title I know xD Please go visit my site http://sarcasticproductions.twistedrose.net if you will :) Ordering would be amazing of you also. I will be posting different things here...such as my advancement through the weeks with CSS, HTML&I-frame+divs+php coding. Not to mention my fanart and random graphics. Please take some time to visit me once in a while, seeing as I will post not too actively but enough to see my progression. Thankyou for your time and favoriting me would be nice xD I don't take affiliates seeing as it will just be a BLOGGY type of thing but I will take new friends xD Also applying for affiliates at my other site http://confuzzlement.myimperfections.org would be cool too. Wow, lately life has just been going on and on and I am just kind of sitting here watching it pass by... maybe some poetry about it would suffice? I wrote a whole bunch of songs the other day... but now they make no sense it's like reading someone elses words. Quite sad actually. In fact I wrote this one song about my sister (a poem actually) telling her how I will miss her but I will be alright. I was going to show her...but I never did. I should really get up the courage except I no longer have it seeing as I am back home now and I wrote it at my Aunts. Anyways I will write more later and not to mention start on some poetry to maybe start posting here as well?