So...

So I just made an Amy lee Wallpaper and am very proud so I just had to post it! I'm getting pretty good, If I may say so myself!

Moving...

Hey so, I am going to add this blog to my new one that is connected with confuzzlement.myimperfections.org. It's been a few yrs I know but I love my blog here but this one I hope will stick.

Lying is your latest fashion

Hello there darlings :) I am back..well sort of. Anyways here are some nice new art! yay!








Thats all my latest work,its coming slowly but surely. Well, other than that I haven't wrote anything lately...sadly. Anyways, some new ideas are popping up and so there should be some new stories and poems and such soon. Later my lovelys.

Wash security over me

New poem

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Sweet insanity has washed over me
forever here never leave me.
Twisting my thoughts throughout my mind
unable to tell truth from fiction what is wrong with me?
Finally overcoming my insecurities and then the second guessing takes over
What does it take to believe in myself? I now have an understanding of who I am
and I hope the message is coming in clear. These thoughts are nothing more than voices of past rivals
Let the truth become clear,lord,Show me the truth.
~~~
By:Becky.

Hell yes~! Like it? I just opened notepad and it just kind of flowed into my mind. Well I think its improving slowly but surely... and these are my true thoughts. I have gotten much more confident about my looks and my personality. So yeah...ohh.. and I am now officially a Camera Whore :) It happened at camp cuz My BBFFFFFF JayJay made a MONSTERR out of me. By the way my new nickname is Becky Monster AKA Monster or just Becky. HEHE :) Funn... goodtimes.
Well thats about all for now.Later peoples

Recent activities

I will be on vacation in a few days for at least a whole month. During that time I don't want to be too active with online stuff only like Facebook,maybe a little blogging, and email checking. So don't expect may posts...but I MIGHT post. It really depends upon my internet connection and well, if I feel like it :D I probably won't because I won't have any new art. But If i do happen to come up with some poems while I am away--I might post them! So well later and heres my recent art:



If I DO blog AT ALL it will be on confuzzlement most likely so until then--Fruitloop(cheerio)!
xxx--
Becksome.
http://confuzzlement.myimperfections.org

Everybodys fool

So...I don't have any new writing to post. I do have art. They are pretty good if I may say so myself. I am getting better. and here comes my wallpapers :)



and Dear god! I am REALLY wanting to go home. I need to create a secret blog so I can post my real feelings now :*( Because now everyone in my Family knows my urls...and they can just go peek and that makes it so its harder for me to tell some REALLY important truths I feel like blogging about!

Whispers of insanity.

Yeah..nice title eh? well it's something original I guess. Well...I made a few new pieces of art yesterday and today...mostly started them yesterday but didn't finish them because I wasn't on the computer very long. So here they go baby!











The wallpaper is definitely not my best but I am getting creative not to mention I am experimenting with my icons, I am actually starting to love them :).
Oh and I had my surgery and all..as you SHOULD know...butum everything went well and my leg hurts like hell haha THAT RHYMED! Anyways...new poem maybe?--
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Understanding...thats all I want.
Everything is morphing into another how do you expect me to
comprehend this information you are leaking through
Nothing makes any sense any more.
I used to think I knew who I was...
now I can't tell me through a passerby
It's as if I lost all sense of self.
No dignity restored(unbroken?).
I feel at home with my own dreams...but they make no rationality with reality
I wish everything would become clear so I could reason it all out.
As if reason has anything to do with it.
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It's not very good and it makes almost no sense but this is sort of how I feel lately..I have been having some wierd dreams and when I wake up they seem SO real and they confuse me to the highest point. I need to look up dream meanings.... well tata :)